The Transpersonal Papers: Chapter Seventeen:
“Along The Methuselah Trail, Ancient Bristlecone Forest, White Mountains, California”
© 2008 Stu Jenks
Namaste.
The God in me sees the God in you.
This Sanskrit greeting has been in my head a lot on this trip. I’ve been trying to remember this phrase, when I first meet people. With kind folk, I then tend to see them as gods and goddesses. With jerks, I then tend to see them as good souls but with a big pile of crap on top of their heads.
It snowed here a week ago. Someone has walked this four-mile loop before me. I don’t know this trail, but I don’t need to, with a single set of footprints guiding me forward.
The rambunctious bikers are behind me. Very good chance they won't walk far. It’s cold, but not bitter. The sun’s going down. It will be dark soon.
I round a corner after a mile and see a Bristlecone highlighted on a ridge line. The tree so brightly lit, it’s as if the Sun was a follow-spot in a dark theatre. I raise my 70-200 and shoot. Pow, pow, pow. Again. Pow, pow, pow. I look at the screen on the back of the camera. I smile. That’s a shot. Insurance, too.
Ever since I first touched a Bristlecone in Eastern Nevada two years ago, they are like gods and goddesses to me too. They are the oldest living things on Earth, some living to be older than 4.000 years old. The oldest known Bristlecone lives somewhere on this trail. He is 4,723 years old. They don’t tell you which tree he actually is, but they do say, you walk right by him and you could touch him if you knew to.
Limber Pines and Bristlecones surround me now. (Limbers look somewhat similar to Bristlecones but are taller, with different needles, and don’t live as long, but they are old trees nonetheless. If it wasn’t for the Bristlecones, they would be the stars of this forest.) Beside these two species of trees, not much grows on these dolomite hills. Actually it’s because of this poor soil, that the Bristlecones (and Limbers) thrive here.
When I was near Wheeler Peak two years ago, there were quite a few Bristles growing near a receding glacier, but not a large grove. But the troop of trees here covers three ridge lines and hundreds of acres and they say there are even more Pines to the north, along a road that is now impassable by snow.
There is a low hum here, a deep hurrup of old creatures.
This is Fangorn Forest of Tolkien’s Lord of the Rings.
And Treebeard does live here. But they call him Methuselah.
Sun’s been down about an hour now. Only a little blue left in the black of the sky. Stars are shining ever brighter now. I’m two miles deep into the forest.
I’ve just taken the Rollei off of my tripod and replaced it with the Canon. The Rollei’s insurance. Shoot, for all I know, the black and white will be better than the digital.
I’ve hoop-danced a lot beside a old man (or is she an Ent-Wife.) Maybe I’ve danced too much. Maybe I need to stick with just two or three hoops rather than five or six. Just like I can overwork a painting and make its colors muddy, I can over-spin a hoop dance and make it too busy. The simplest artistic answer is usually the right one.
The Full Moon’s shine hits the side of this old man’s hide. Hard snow freezes at his base. I’ll just hoop-dance to his left. Three hoops only. An odd number seems to be the key.
I climb up the hill and do my spinning. I then return to the camera. It’s very cold but I’m loving it. I’ll expose the digital neg for about five minutes. With film, I exposed for close to ten. Overexpose black and white film, underexpose the digital color.
I close the shutter after five. Now, I have five minutes of noise reduction before I can reshoot. I think I’ll go and say hello to him again.
I make my way up the snowy hill, gingerly stepping as I have all night, not to dislocate too much of the rocky soil, for it’s only this poor ground that keeps these trees alive. The primary reason that the Bristlecone Pines eventually die is because after three or four centuries, all the soil that covers their roots erodes away and they simply die of drought and famine. The Earth leaves them, but they don’t leave the Earth, even after death. Much of the deadwood around me on the forest floor is over 7000 years old.
I find the big root I’ve been resting on all night and I gently seat myself on it again. I close my eyes. I take a deep breath. I place my right hand on the tree. I touch the smooth dead surface of this old man’s body. Even though this part of him is dead, I can still feel a low hum of life ringing through his trunk. He’s alive and happy. Maybe my being here makes him a little happier. I hope so. I don’t reckon he gets many guest humans, up this ravine.
“Funny,” I say to him, “I was wondering if you are the Methuselah Tree and now I think, to even try to figure it out is simply absurd. All of y’all are very old. Except for a few hundreds-years-old whipper-snapping skinny guys over there, most of you have seen many stars pass over your heads, many snows at your feet.”
He doesn’t say anything, but I can feel him listening.
“Thank you,” I say, “for being such a good model and for saying yes when I asked you if I could photograph you.”
“You…are…very…welcome…,” he says.
I stop talking, but I don’t lift my right hand for a good long while. I just keep giving him as much love as I can. Out of the palm of my right hand.
And like when I first met that nice couple in Groveland, California, the other day, I think these few words.
The God in me sees the God in you.